Who wants to step up?

[TheComposer]

I think they were being sarcastic Ryu. My judgement was severely clouded by my arrogance, and my dignity smashed by my anger. It was truly a time in which I was fucking up.

I was angry because I felt betrayed though, but now I understand why it was done. :I

I just want to rebuild man.
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I believe you were mostly clouded by the fact that you got high more and more often. A fact I witnessed in continued skype calls.